needing you

Originally posted on December 22, 2007. Retrieved from the Way Back Machine archive on December 1, 2008.

I am waiting for you at the door. I am wearing a man's white dress shirt, heels, and nothing else. It has been way too long since we have been together, since I have been able to touch you and taste you and feel your hand across my ass. You pull me close to you and kiss me hard and deep. I suck your tongue into my mouth, I bite at your lip, I need you badly. "What do you need pet?" you ask. My answer is begging, "I need you, I need you to whip me, I want to feel your hand across my ass. I want you to use your belt and the whip. I need your marks on me, I want see the welts and bruises. I need your discipline. You don't know how much I need that from you, please." You smile as you reach behind me and grab my ass, squeezing and pinching, before you lead me upstairs.

In the bedroom, you sit on the edge of the bed, I lay across your lap and you begin to caress and rub my ass. I relax into you, wanting you and needing you, my cunt is wet and hot, anticipating what you are about to give me. I am trying not to be impatient, but I have been waiting months to feel the slap of your hand across my ass. Each day that went by, increased my need, each day made me want it harder and longer, more severe. You are teasing me, but you know what I need, you know what I want. You will not disappoint me, you begin to spank me, not slowly with a warm-up, but hard and intense from the start. It makes me gasp and cry out, but I do not even consider asking you to stop, this is just the beginning, I need so much more from you. You continue, not easing up and not slowing down, the pain and the red heat on my ass are both increasing. I begin to squirm, but with your hand on my waist, you pull me close and tight to secure me. I have lost count of the strokes, I am beginning to wonder if I asked for too much. The pain is intense, but so is my desire, my cunt is hot and wet, I want you to fuck me, but I know you are not even halfway done with the discipline I begged you for. As the strokes begin to slow and you pause to rub my ass, I feel the stinging red glow and think about what is still ahead. You slide me off of your lap and tell me to lay across the bed, you have placed a pillow there, to elevate my ass. After I am in the position, I hear the whoosh of your belt being pulled from the loops. The sound makes me shiver in anticipation. You are behind me, but I hear the belt cut through the air, I tense and feel it land across my ass. The pain is intense, but I want it, I feel charged and alive and very turned on. You give me another dozen strokes with your belt, it is almost too much, I scream into the bed, but I do not ask you to stop.

When you are finished with the belt, you tell me to turn over and hang my head off the edge of the bed. I get into this position and you reach down to touch my cunt and tell me to spread my legs wide. You tell me how wet I am, that you think my clit needs some attention as well, but you want me to suck your cock and not to stop until you tell me to. You unzip your pants and place your cock in my mouth, my head is angled to allow it to slide directly down my throat. As I begin to suck and lick your cock, you pick up the riding crop and tell me to keep my legs spread open. I hear the crop swish through the air, you push your cock deeper into my mouth as the leather tongue of the crop lands on my clit. Involuntarily, my hips buck and my legs jerk closed. You tell me that if I do not keep my legs open, you will have to tie me down and punish me with the whip, I spread my legs again and brace myself. You continue to push your cock into my mouth and to whip my clit with the crop. The lips of my cunt and my clit are becoming red and swollen, but I am also so wet that my juices are soaking the bed underneath me. Your cock in my mouth has muffled any screams that I tried to utter. I am hungrily sucking your cock, I need it, I want it inside me, I am wet and horny and I need your cock inside of my swollen cunt. Your cock is hard and throbbing, I know you need me too. You pull your cock from my mouth and push me to the center of the bed. You quickly strip out of your clothes, but before you mount me, you bring your mouth to my clit. You taste and explore the results of your harsh attention. As you lick and suck it into your mouth, a moan escapes from my lips and my hips shift with my rising orgasm. You bring me right to the edge and then bite down on my clit to take me over the precipice. I scream out from the combination of pain and pleasure and while my cunt is arched up to meet you and pulsing with my climax, you slide up to drive your cock deep inside me.

"Every pleasure or pain has a sort of rivet with which it fastens the soul to the body and pins it down and makes it corporeal, accepting as true whatever the body certifies."
~ Socrates